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[12 Dec 2004|10:12am] |
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Wow, it's been so long since ive updated. Im never on the internet anymore because i dont have it basically but im hear now so i may aswell say something :)
I got made redundant from the bagel factory in october and im now working in ann summers which is so much fun! Ive got my own flat which costs a fortune but again, i love it! Me and Jon are fine. He's looking for a job at the moment but he's all good.
I had a dream last night about Helen and Hannah so i thought id look at their journals. Looks like there having fun. They re always talking about each other though which makes me beleive i should just move on. I obviously wasent as important to them as i thought. Nevermind, ive got my own life now and im enjoying it :)
Im goign to go and eat now and wake Jon up but il make sure i update more often.
xx
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[06 Oct 2004|01:13pm] |
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I Love You So Much And I Cant Wait To Move Into Our New Flat On Saturday! It's The Start Of Something Really Special..
Im ill. So is Jon and im worried about him.
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[03 Oct 2004|03:40pm] |
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Me and Jon have our own flat!! We move in next saturday. Im so excited, im packing today and then we've gotta go shopping to ikea to gets loads of house things (with my mom's credit card!) :D My Mum has been so great and supportive. She's making it so much easier!!
Its a lovely flat. yay!
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| Sat At My Pc With A Nice Cuppa Tea! |
[27 Sep 2004|08:00am] |
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Off to work today. Great :) Ive been ill lately, ive got a cold i think.
Im goint shopping with my mum on thursday, ive never really been shopping with her - should be really nice :D
Im clearly still half asleep but i realised i havent updated in ages so nevermind!!
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| Bloodstock 04! |
[05 Sep 2004|07:00pm] |
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Fucking awesome!! Im back from the craziest 5 days of my life. Im also sunburnt to hell!!
I love Bloodstock :D
Update when im slightly more alive!
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| Pills? |
[20 Aug 2004|05:15pm] |
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I forgot to take my pill yesterday. It was the first one after my seven day break. What do i do? I took today's but does that mean i totally change my cycle?
Im confused :|
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| 20th October. |
[09 Aug 2004|11:27am] |
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I havent really updated this properly in a while so i guess i will.
I had my appointment at the hosptial about my womb problems and i got told i have to have a lapaoscopy in October.
A lapaoscopy is where they put you under anasectic and put two holes, one on the bottom of your stomache and the other through your belly button through into your womb so that they can insert a camera to have a look around. It only takes a day but leaves you really sore for about a week.
Now, i was ok about this but i had a dream last night after watching "Kingdom Hospital" and it scared me.
In this programm there is this mad doctor who does experiments on people because he has these theory's about pain. The one thing he does is bang two holes through a little girls head using thick metal spikes into her brain because he thinks it will kill pain. Fucked up programm i know!
So of course i dreamt that it was him doing this operation and he used them to punch through my tummy. Scared me.
It's got me thinking about it all though and im nervous about having an op now because i was six last time i had anasetic and i can't remember what it was like. Im also worried because im not a kid anymore and they made it really easy and (as far as i can remember) painless. Ive no idea how they treat adults when they do operations. They used this "magic cream" last time i had injections and i couldn't feel anything. Fuck knows if it's gonna hurt!!
Meh, i guess i should stop thinking about it.
Other than that ive been working and going to the pub.
Jon's got a new job which is good.
Im on more money now but i dont like my job.
It was my birthday aswell and i spent all my money on nothing hah.
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[25 Jul 2004|12:25pm] |
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Always new it Lailli haha.
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[25 Jul 2004|12:17pm] |
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happy birthday to me happy birthday to me happy BIRTHDAY to me e happy birthday to me!!
18 today :D
Jon bought me a beautiful silver ring with "J & J Forever" engraved on it. It's gorgeous.
My mum bought me a £300 studio set up :D
My dad gave me £100 worth of driving lessons.
Im a lucky girly hehe.
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[18 Jul 2004|08:09am] |
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It's my birthday a week today :D
18 finally...
Ive got alot to update but im off to work now.
xx
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[12 Jul 2004|04:31pm] |
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Ha!!! He's mine :P
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[10 Jul 2004|07:15am] |
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Of to work i go!
Jon's gone to Southampton to work, i missed him snuggling me last night. Hope he's ok :D
Yawns........Hi ho Hi ho It's Of To Work I go.
*whistles*
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| Update. |
[04 Jul 2004|10:25am] |
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It was bilskirnir last night, twas quite but funny :)
It's my birthday on the 25TH July hehe, im gonna be 18 finally!
I need to thik about what i want off my Mummy and Daddy, i have no idea lol.
Im tired and have morning hair...
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[23 Jun 2004|10:20am] |
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I hate it when people do this:
http://www.faceparty.com/possessed_horse
Im such an idiot cuz i let it get to me haha.
Anyway, im happy :D Love ya all xxxxxxxxx
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[10 Jun 2004|04:17pm] |
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I need some advise.
I need a name to call myself as a photographer.
For example, "Starlight Photography"
Something to call my website...
Any ideas welcome!!!
<3
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| Needed - You (maybe) |
[01 Jun 2004|05:18pm] |
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I need models - If you are interessted or would like to help me out get in touch!!
Email me or comment.
Thanks!! xxxx
In a non pervy way, i need women willing to model topless (for an art project!!), im not that way inclined unfortunately! But yea, if you think your up for it let me know and il explain in more detail!!
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| Happy Birthday. |
[31 May 2004|10:47am] |
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Im at my Mum's today because its my little brothers 5th birthday. They are loving it. Spoiled little kids hehe. Anyways. Its lovely to see them because i always miss them.
Happy 5th Birthday Tom & Joe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
They are growing up so fast :-O
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| HELP |
[24 May 2004|08:21am] |
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Ive got an interview at Toni & Guy tomorrow. What shall i wear?? :| I don't know *cries*
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